Lady

I just thought about my Lady (Auntie Rhonda).

Several years ago, she had an infection in her blood system dat leaked into her lungs cutting off oxygen to her limbs, almost killing her and ultimately turning her into a multi-amputee.

I recently had an infection in my blood system which leaked into my colon causing severely extreme diarrhea rendering me 107lbs when I went into the hospital.

I was literally dying, the doctor confirmed if I hadn't made it in when I did... I'd been dead the next day. Plus, I was diagnosed having COVID. I'm 157lbs now.

If my auntie was still on this earthly realm, the conversations we'd have being so close on physical death's door and exactly how and what it felt like to be in such a situation...

She's my ancestor now and I feel her presence. I just sometimes wish she was in the physical so we could have one of our conversations.

I'm in tears cuz I miss her tremendously! No one understood me the way her and Poppa did. I miss them both dearly.

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