The Human Side of Grief

I need my folk to send one up for me today.

I've been dealing with some grief dat kinda hit me all at once.

In the last three years, I've lost my top three folk (not discrediting anyone else)my Poppa (paternal grandfather), Lady (maternal aunt) and My Aunt La'Trice (paternal aunt).

I found/find solace in the fact they are now my ancestors watching over me...us, but the human side of me still aches...it just kinda all hit me at once.

I'll be OK. I just need to really sit with these emotions for a min and really feel their physical absence here on Earth.

Due to one reason, or another I wasn't able to attend any of their homegoings. I know part of me didn't want to...the human part.

They all played very significant roles in my life...my entire life!

In writing this, I see it's fitting to have these feelings on today... Memorial day.

I'm now seeing dat my underlying feelings are such dat I never really officially said goodbye to their human presence in my life, along with how much each of them have tremendously affected my life, for the better.

So in my writing, I've come into clarity regarding my emotions and why I feel such a way.

So on today, I officially say goodbye to Poppa, Lady and Aunt La'Trice.

Each of them have made their presence known to me from the spiritual realm, but I now truly say goodbye to each one here in the physical.

I remain comforted knowing you all are serving from the ancestral realm.

I was tempted to not share, after coming into such clarity...but I know others may need to see this and so.... I'll share.

Be Soul Driven ❤ 💪🏾 💯